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Talking about uncomfortable things

So moat of us are scared to tell people how we really feel o know I am and with a chronic illness it’s even harder especially with such a degrading illness like fowlers syndrome we have no privacy or dignity with the hospital trips and district nurses but we can’t be afraid of what someone might think it’s our body our life we can do what we want and if people don’t like it then your better off without them

hello

so this is my first post just want to say hello and introduce my self i am 23 called tia i live in glasgow moved here 6 years ago from sheffield my mum younger brother and two younger sisters and step dad are still in sheffield my dad has recently moved up to glasgow to be near me which helps so much with me been poorly.
i love with my partner stephen and we have 2 cats cleo and miko stephen is my life line i would be buggered without him he does everything for me and i mean everything from getting me a drink to changing my dressings or helping me off the loo. not many men would stick by a women thats basically falling apart but stephen did he takes me to the doctors and hospital appointments gets my medication from the doctors i cant tell you how important it is to have a special someone in your life for support and i dont just mean a partner just someone you cann count on to help support you and help you through rought times
well its 6am so i best leave it here for now i will be putting more posts up soon so keep a look out


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