Fighting against fowler's

So most of us love Christmas and the build up to it we look forward to spending time with family creating memories presents the food and seeing our family just smile. But been chronically ill at Christmas we dread chrostmas day we worry so much that we will let people down instead of looking forward to all the things above we dead and pray that we have the strength to get out of bed on Christmas day we pray we won't be in to much to enjoy our self's and spend time with family and friends. And the one thing we pray most for is not to end up in hospital or bed bound yes it's only one day but it takes so much strength and energy to just get up and get ready I only went to the pub for Christmas dinner and I was exhausted from it from the pain the sitting yes it was worth it but I was paying for it. We put a smile on our faces and day we are fine because we don't want to ruin our family's day we want them to be happy. We just want to feel normal and enjoy this on...

So there isn't long till I fond out if I need a hysterectomy and to be honest I'm not feeling sny better about it at the moment I'm just going to go in woth a open mind and see what is siad all I know is its going to be a extremely difficult day and with this time of year it really dosnt make it any easier harder if anything everyone getting ready for christmas with their family and children but it's just ment to be a suppose I will keep you all up to date at the moment I'm suffering from a God awful  uti so pleof rest for me 

This really has taken me a lot of guts to post this so please share as much as possible to tell everyone about this horrible condition and no matter what age you are you can have poor health So I want to tell you a bit more about me and my life fowler’s syndrome is just a part of what else is going on in my life right now. I have always had problems with my periods since I started them with heavy bleeding and horrible pain which at one point I would have to be admitted to hospital for pain relief every month. It came to the point where I had to have injections that induce a fake menopause to stop the bleeding and pain and this did work for a while but the side effects of the injections were horrible hot flushes , mood swings and just feeling awful and not like a women at all. The  in 2015 I started the injections again and this time I just kept bleeding so my gynaecologist decided to do exploratory surgery to see what was going on and to rule out endometriosis and to do a t...