January update

First thing I hope you all had a great Christmas and a new year's ours was quiet with some friends I look like this pretty much most of the tine 😑😑😑 So I want to start by saying so sorry it's taken me so long to give you all an update which is what I plan to do now but please patient with me as so so much has happened How awesome ha my top Stephen got me so in love (18th September ) So in September my dad had a massive stroke lost his memories and speech some weakness sever confusing and speech impairment but he's alive that's all that's matters he scared the blooming cr**p out of me he also had a couple of seizures as well we thought it was a heart attack when he phoned me to go to him I was a mess for months I wasn't eating sleeping seeing anyone and just doing nothing I lost around 3 stone it was a huge shock to me and didn't help my dep...