Been away for a while

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Ok guys so iv not done a posy in a while as you know I moved which really took it out of me I had infection after infection the  a chest infection the shingles it was never ending iv not been sleeping much at all so ov ended up on sleeping tablets which I really didn't want to happen but I really needed to sleep just a few hours

Had loads of other things going on which I'm it ready to talk about yet in till I know what's going to happen I am going to start doing more posts soon once I'm more mental able to
We are settling in very nice in to our new home and my furbabies love it so much it's so quiet and relaxing here and great views

Also wandered if anyone is reading this blog and if it's worth keeping it going il decided if anyone comments as I don't know if it's doing any good  at all

Il leave it there for now
Xxxxxx

Comments

  1. Crochet nutter5 November 2016 at 03:51

    Keep this going Tia even if it's just a few people that read it, it is better than none, also you could be passing things on that might help someone. Also it's a good way for you to release frustration when your feeling really low and fed up

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    1. Tia12 November 2019 at 00:25

      Hi crochet nutter I have finally worked out how to reply to comment just wanted to say thank and that I did keep it going xxx tia

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