The importance of friends

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So I want to tell you about a very special friend of mine who has been by my side all th way



So me and tracy met on a support group for another illness we talked a lot on Facebook then once I was in hospital and she came to visit me this was the first time we met and we have literally been inseparable since she's been there when I'm sad and when I'm happy she's took me to the hospital and doctors she's been there after I had surgery.

She's picked me up when I'm down and made me stronger we go out a lot she always makes sure I'm ok and not struggling .

It is so important to have a friend like this when you have a illness like mine that understands exactly what your going through we have had so many laughs and so many days out with her amazing little boy who is just like is mummy he always makes sure I'm ok tell first time we met was in hospital her little boy sat on the end of my bed and rubbed my feet first time meeting and now we are also inseparable these 2 really are my rock.

We have learnt so much from each other we have laughed we have cryed both happy and sad times I just want tracy to know how much I love her and appreciate her for being there for me you rock tracy.

Here is to many more das out and many more crazy talks

Every one needs a tracy

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