The next step in my journey

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So as some of you know last August I went in to hospital for my full hysterectomy but sadly when I got put to sleep I went in to what we thought was anaphylactic shock and needed a ventilator for 12 hours with my lungs only working at 20% so I was to unstable for surgery




   But got postponed untill I had an allergy test
so on the 25th if April I had my allergy test lots of scratches and needles hurt like buggery 30 different drugs


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Tankfully I had no reactions at all it turns out I had a massive asthma attack so now if I need any surgery I will have to have steroids increase the use of my inhaler and do nebulizer treatment at home and before the surgery and will more the likely need to be in ICU after surgeries to so good and bad news.



So what happens next

Next thing is my full abdominal hysterectomy im hoping in the next few months this will happen
It's going to be so so hard to go back in there again to the maternity hospital to have my hysterectomy im 26 and no children sadly I couldn't conceive anyway but it hurts so much I can't even describe how it makes me feel but it's effecting my health so much now it's the only and last option it actually makes my heart hurt so much
Due to multiple surgeries and how my anatomy is inside I need to have around a 10 cm to 13cm vertical cut 


This will the the scar I will have after 



as I have the catheter to I will be having my womb , both ovaries and tubes and cervix removed which means I will have a surgically induced menopause at the age of 26 I have had 3 synthetic menopases in the past to help with bleeding


but this is going to hit hard I am going to be such a mess sadly it's going to be a very long recovery due to my other health conditions but everything crossed it eases the pain a little starting to get scared as it is so upsetting for me that is why I do so much crafts to keep busy
So I will soon start sorting my hospital bag out need to get new PJs and slippers but that's all for now
At the moment I am really not well with a infection in my tract and site so resting as much as I can and doing some embroidery hope your all well update soon love to you all xxx


 Here are some of my crafts I have done recently all gifts for people I know who have fowlers for health problems I like to nake them things at times to give them a smile 





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