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When your body screws you

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      THE DAY MY BODY SCREWED ME So on Thursday the other of August 2009 I was admitted for a totally hysterectomy at 25 it was the hardest choice to do this as I have no children it was going to be done in the maternity hospital to which made it hurt so much more but I had to focus on getting some of my life back but sadly things went completely wrong Hi lovely people. Stephen updated but Tia’s profile page isn’t showing it, and mine hasn’t come up yet, updating here for those who are waiting for news. Taken directly from Stephens status “Just letting everyone know Tia Louise Castle didn't have the surgery. She went into anaphylaxis in theatre so the op was cancelled. She is currently need a lot of oxygen  My life got turned up side down they have me all the meds and sadly I went into full blown anaphylaxis shock and it caused a sever asthma attack my lungs flooded and I had to be shocked I came round and the first thing I noticed was...

THINGS ARE ABOUT TO CHANGE !!!!

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This isn't urology related xxx Hey everyone i am very sorry I haven't been around had a lot going on and I'm about to share this with you all I ask is if you don't like what I'm saying or think I'm making the wrong choice please keep it to yourself this is a very complex thing so not a usual case I need your support not to make me feel worse anyway. some of you may know i have had a lot of women's problems from been about 8 years old extremely heavy bleeding extreme pain which would put me in a hospital every time I had a period I was on birth control at around 11 years old due to severe bleeding causing me to become anemic and often pass out anyway the birth control had no effect just made it worse in 2010 I got diagnosed with PCOS also linked to fowlers syndrome to anyway things got worse and worse over about 5 years I have tried  *8 marina coils *the combined pill to many times to count * the implant x 3 * the depo ...

why am i waiting

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so a lot has happened since the last post I have been in a very dark place and I'm not going to lie I feel like I'm hitting rock bottom so here is whats gone on. SATURDAY 7TH APRIL 2018 I woke up about 9am with such awful stomach pains in my bladder I looked at my night bag and was hardly anything in it. My heart felt like it skipped a beat because I knew my catheter was blocked so I tried to flush it several times and nothing moved so we got the nurses out at this point my anxiety is reaching breakpoint I panic even scheduled changes because I knew how much it will hurt the nurses had me on my back flat on my side and stood up but still wouldn't come out the pain just from the nurses pulling was so bad I was nearly sick a few times. Anyway, the nurses had to stop because of the pain and they didn't want to keep pulling without better pain relief I wanted to knock my self out at this point so they sent me to A and E and now I'm freaking big...

February up date

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PLEASE COMMENT IF THERE ID ANY INFORMATION YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO WRITE UP AND DO A VIDEO FOR MY FACEBOOK PAGE @mylifewithfowlers and I will happily do a blog on the subject or pm me if you just want to know something So since my lost post I was on about my dad and his sever stroke my ablation surgery and just like I have kidney stones at the moment and a kidney infection in my only kidney the pain had been just wow so bad even morphine wasn't helpful so they gave me (suppository ha ha ha already in agony let's shove something up my butt but they do help a fair bit which is what counts I go back to the urologist consultant  in April for him to tell me what I need to loose I'm really hoping I will get there and be under the weight he wants how funny would that be because I have not put a single lb on since September and almost 4 stone lighter . My depression has been kicking my butt but I have days where I just can't see anyone and my anxiety is so up I ...

January update

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First thing I hope you all had a great Christmas and a new year's ours was quiet with some friends  I look like this pretty much most of the tine                                   😑😑😑 So I want to start by saying so sorry it's  taken me so long to give you all an update which is what I plan to do now but please patient with me as so so much has happened How awesome ha my top Stephen got me so in love (18th September ) So in September my dad had a massive stroke lost his memories and speech some weakness sever confusing and speech impairment but he's alive that's all that's matters he scared the blooming cr**p out of me he also had a couple of seizures as well we thought it was a heart attack when he phoned me to go to him I was a mess for months I wasn't eating sleeping seeing anyone and just doing nothing I lost around 3 stone it was a huge shock to me and didn't help my dep...