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it's been a while

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Hi everyone, So it's been a while and here's why so bare with me  In the 29th of May I went in for my 2nd attempt at a hysterectomy thankfully it all went smoothly I woke up to my Stephen my cousin Sarah and my daddy and it was just what I needed I was in a lot off pain it was extremely painful to get up and down       (After surgery while I was still out) .            (When I finally woke up                    Enjoying the PCA) I was in for 3 days was so happy to be home been in a maternity hospital when you have just had a hysterectomy and have no children is not nice icsoent a week with my cousin Sarah we watched movies all week we made me a  little bed on the sofa and my dad came round everyday to . .                  (Family photo) I was ok for a while then all of a sudden I was crying at every...

Some exciting news

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Some big big news !!!! So on the 29th of may I will be going in to my local hospital again to have a full radical hysterectomy as we had planned for last year but had a sever asthma attack and needed ICU and a ventilator for 12 hours After months of waiting and testing. I will be having  my total radical hysterectomy on the 29th of may terrified is not the word to describe how I am feeling it's going to be a massive recovery and a painful one at that So many things Are so scary my body is going to change so abruptly since I am having a total hysterectomy and a bilateral  salpingo oopherectomy I will have a surgically induced menopause I have had 3 synthetic menopases and they where so harsh on the body I have no idea how it will hit me till it does and these aren't like the synthetic menopases this scares me so much how much is it going to change need and my body I don't want to be moody it snappy all the time just hope hrt helps a lot I feel ...

The next step in my journey

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So as some of you know last August I went in to hospital for my full hysterectomy but sadly when I got put to sleep I went in to what we thought was anaphylactic shock and needed a ventilator for 12 hours with my lungs only working at 20% so I was to unstable for surgery    But got postponed untill I had an allergy test so on the 25th if April I had my allergy test lots of scratches and needles hurt like buggery 30 different drugs       .                                                                                        Tankfully I had no reactions at all it turns out I had a massive asthma attack so now if I need any surgery I will have to have steroids increase the use of my inhaler and do nebu...

So here's an update

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Hi guys so sorry I haven't been around there has been so much going on so here is an update for you So since I went in for my hysterectomy last August and went in to anaphylaxana shock I haven't been coping well at all had more hospital visits and admissions                                                           Sadly we lost my great grandma in December she was amazing taught me so much she was like a mum to me every time I was in hospital she would be there every time she came she brought ( Smarties, grapes and sunnd D ) I miss her so much she was my rock we spoke almost every day she knew what to say to me to help me get through something  difficult I am struggling so much without my Gran i still wait for her to phone and I still go to phone her I have no idea how I am going to get through all of this without her ...