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it's been a while

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Hi everyone, So it's been a while and here's why so bare with me  In the 29th of May I went in for my 2nd attempt at a hysterectomy thankfully it all went smoothly I woke up to my Stephen my cousin Sarah and my daddy and it was just what I needed I was in a lot off pain it was extremely painful to get up and down       (After surgery while I was still out) .            (When I finally woke up                    Enjoying the PCA) I was in for 3 days was so happy to be home been in a maternity hospital when you have just had a hysterectomy and have no children is not nice icsoent a week with my cousin Sarah we watched movies all week we made me a  little bed on the sofa and my dad came round everyday to . .                  (Family photo) I was ok for a while then all of a sudden I was crying at every...

Some exciting news

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Some big big news !!!! So on the 29th of may I will be going in to my local hospital again to have a full radical hysterectomy as we had planned for last year but had a sever asthma attack and needed ICU and a ventilator for 12 hours After months of waiting and testing. I will be having  my total radical hysterectomy on the 29th of may terrified is not the word to describe how I am feeling it's going to be a massive recovery and a painful one at that So many things Are so scary my body is going to change so abruptly since I am having a total hysterectomy and a bilateral  salpingo oopherectomy I will have a surgically induced menopause I have had 3 synthetic menopases and they where so harsh on the body I have no idea how it will hit me till it does and these aren't like the synthetic menopases this scares me so much how much is it going to change need and my body I don't want to be moody it snappy all the time just hope hrt helps a lot I feel ...

The next step in my journey

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So as some of you know last August I went in to hospital for my full hysterectomy but sadly when I got put to sleep I went in to what we thought was anaphylactic shock and needed a ventilator for 12 hours with my lungs only working at 20% so I was to unstable for surgery    But got postponed untill I had an allergy test so on the 25th if April I had my allergy test lots of scratches and needles hurt like buggery 30 different drugs       .                                                                                        Tankfully I had no reactions at all it turns out I had a massive asthma attack so now if I need any surgery I will have to have steroids increase the use of my inhaler and do nebu...

So here's an update

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Hi guys so sorry I haven't been around there has been so much going on so here is an update for you So since I went in for my hysterectomy last August and went in to anaphylaxana shock I haven't been coping well at all had more hospital visits and admissions                                                           Sadly we lost my great grandma in December she was amazing taught me so much she was like a mum to me every time I was in hospital she would be there every time she came she brought ( Smarties, grapes and sunnd D ) I miss her so much she was my rock we spoke almost every day she knew what to say to me to help me get through something  difficult I am struggling so much without my Gran i still wait for her to phone and I still go to phone her I have no idea how I am going to get through all of this without her ...

When your body screws you

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      THE DAY MY BODY SCREWED ME So on Thursday the other of August 2009 I was admitted for a totally hysterectomy at 25 it was the hardest choice to do this as I have no children it was going to be done in the maternity hospital to which made it hurt so much more but I had to focus on getting some of my life back but sadly things went completely wrong Hi lovely people. Stephen updated but Tia’s profile page isn’t showing it, and mine hasn’t come up yet, updating here for those who are waiting for news. Taken directly from Stephens status “Just letting everyone know Tia Louise Castle didn't have the surgery. She went into anaphylaxis in theatre so the op was cancelled. She is currently need a lot of oxygen  My life got turned up side down they have me all the meds and sadly I went into full blown anaphylaxis shock and it caused a sever asthma attack my lungs flooded and I had to be shocked I came round and the first thing I noticed was...

THINGS ARE ABOUT TO CHANGE !!!!

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This isn't urology related xxx Hey everyone i am very sorry I haven't been around had a lot going on and I'm about to share this with you all I ask is if you don't like what I'm saying or think I'm making the wrong choice please keep it to yourself this is a very complex thing so not a usual case I need your support not to make me feel worse anyway. some of you may know i have had a lot of women's problems from been about 8 years old extremely heavy bleeding extreme pain which would put me in a hospital every time I had a period I was on birth control at around 11 years old due to severe bleeding causing me to become anemic and often pass out anyway the birth control had no effect just made it worse in 2010 I got diagnosed with PCOS also linked to fowlers syndrome to anyway things got worse and worse over about 5 years I have tried  *8 marina coils *the combined pill to many times to count * the implant x 3 * the depo ...

why am i waiting

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so a lot has happened since the last post I have been in a very dark place and I'm not going to lie I feel like I'm hitting rock bottom so here is whats gone on. SATURDAY 7TH APRIL 2018 I woke up about 9am with such awful stomach pains in my bladder I looked at my night bag and was hardly anything in it. My heart felt like it skipped a beat because I knew my catheter was blocked so I tried to flush it several times and nothing moved so we got the nurses out at this point my anxiety is reaching breakpoint I panic even scheduled changes because I knew how much it will hurt the nurses had me on my back flat on my side and stood up but still wouldn't come out the pain just from the nurses pulling was so bad I was nearly sick a few times. Anyway, the nurses had to stop because of the pain and they didn't want to keep pulling without better pain relief I wanted to knock my self out at this point so they sent me to A and E and now I'm freaking big...